shawls over bodies

i was keeping in my mind Nefertity queen.
till my last second in frint of the Irene's door i was in doubt. actually i just didnt know what the behaver line to choose. but i already had a coal from the forest bonfire in my bag so... knock knock.
there were candles. all over. pillows on the floor where we wasn't just laying but reclaing. that was darkness, parfum and shisha just in the middle of the room.
i wanned some east.
we used to be in east with her.
there were just shawls over our bodies. blue one for me. we penciled our eyes with black and made a signs on the shoulders. i didn't wanna reall world then. what was the reall?
what at all actually have matter? that we didn't manage to fire up the shisha at all? or may be that we turned on the film just at 2 despite i came there at 11? or that we didn't connected a whole week before this meeting? or Cairo? or my forest? or her flat?
or may be that she gave me yersterday two candies in the night telling me goodbye near the metro? may be just this? who i am for her? who is she for me?