late back. one simple conversation.

- guarda... ho gia trovato i biglietti per Roma da 60 euro. penso per aprile...
- ma e' bellissimo. prenotagli.
- no, non prenotare. solo comprare o non comprare...
- comprare.

So easy. some things are so easy. i realised it when i met Mark in front of the flat of my first host in Helsinki.i saw Henrik just in the evening - after absolutely crazy perfect whirleful day in this tiny town with Mark. i kept on realising it in Sweden - under cold sun and among cold blood. but i didnt meet any swedish person there. so my days were full of south. and then it was Bologna. and then - Rome. i know that this simplisity i can feel just through my young heart. and i almost know that so soon my life will have walls and i will burn in the hellish fire of dificulties (may be mostly made on my own). i will be the perfect Danto hero in my own forest of doubds.
it's always a bit more easily or a bit more dificult.
but now i can believe in beauty and wonders, in eyes and tenderness, in smile and whisper, in first meeting and last kiss, in night screams and night tears...

i didn't buy that tickets. but i will.