books of him

- So why u want me to sign books for u?

We were sitting in House of Coposers and I fingered books of him. Old books of him. Written when I wasn’t even born.

- I don’t really want to sign it. People sign book, which gives them delusion of being in touch with a writer they have seen once.
- No. please sign it. I’ve got several signed books and must tell it IS very important. I ask people to sign a book for me if I feel that this man can give me a lot, can teach me a lot, can rule me, can help me make my way. I watch a sign of him and it invigorates me. I will watch it in several years and will realize if I made steps I wanted. U ask me could I ask my mom to sign it? Of course I would. Because she’s one who directs me.
And u’re one – I feel – who can tech me a lot.

In first book he wrote: “Today is 22 of may”. And a name.
In second book – he wrote – “And today is 24 of may”. And a name.

Thank u.